Madamoiselle & The Dairy #4 **Mr Future**

:: The Diary - C'est La Vie ::

Dear Diary,

Mr Future is such an unpredictable lad. As irritating his mood swings can sometimes be, his charm has never slipped off from making me a dumb princess of love. Not good! Not good! He is just a friend. He has always been a friend. Yes, stop it! Don't let his charm fool the lady in me.

His smile!
Just looking at his smile, often makes my gloomy days shine.
A day without his smile, is like breathing without air. Is it that bad? Nah! Well sort of.....
Just a lil' bit. Boy! Tis not good.

His laughter!
Just hearing his laughter, never fails to wipe out the growing lines of my face.
A day without his laughter, is like living in hell without fire. Not HOT you see!

Mr Future has a confusing state of mind. I'm bad but it's true! And his confusions has always lead me to my multiple orgasms of confusions. Sick? It sure is. But love has always been so blind.

Mr Future has never seemed to make me understand. Why of all people, I tend to see him deep within. He's not better than Mr Past himself but is more of an opposite at most ways.
Still, Could i deny what i feel about him? Pathetically, NO!

So dear diary, I'm so Vain! I should know what to do but it just give me pain.
Reasonable doubts, the heart is insane.... To love him or to not to love....

Hate That I Love You

[Rihanna:]
Thats how much as I love you
Thats how much as I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for a while? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
You wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate...
You know exactly what to do
So that I cant stay mad at you
For too long thats wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I dont want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that i adore you

[Rihanna:]
And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah...)
I cant stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..)
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said its not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I love you beyond the reason why
And it just aint right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just cant let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me
And your kiss wont make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
Thats how much i love you (as much as I need you)
Thats how much as I need you (oooh..)
Thats how much I love you (oh..)
Thats how much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that i love you soooo
And I hate how much i love you boy
I cant stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just cant let you go (but I just cant let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. soo.....

*Rihanna Featuring Ne Yo*